Saturday, November 14, 2009

This is Our Father's World

In my finite ability to understand an infinity powerful God I sit in wonder at His perfect majestic ability to create, to rule and to change. Not only the beauty He has created around us in the sky, the ocean and a sunset that could take our breath away. But watching Him transform a human heart right in front of my eyes is a beauty that simply cannot be put into words. I feel His presence in this. Its like I almost hear Him saying to me "Look what I am capable of." I am humbled at the opportunity to witness this and not only witness but participate in it.
My heart aches to give what I have and share what I know and to encourage needed change. There is little I love more than restoration and there simply cannot be a price on seeing the fruit of my labor. Waking up every morning knowing God is going to use me and laying my head down at night so grateful to be even a small part of what a big God is doing.
I am unworthy. I am unequipped. And I lack the ability to see the beauty of the whole painting. But some how I get to experience the peace that only God can give and a love that I am incapable of comprehending and on top of all of this, a sense of purpose and fulfillment.
Humbled does not even begin to scratch the surface in describing how I feel.