I have put up Christmas lights, went and talked to everyone who is alive in Spence right now, facebooked random people, did some 'youtubing', thought alot about how I cannot wait till Christmas break.. all of these things while I should be writing a pretty important paper.
I'm trying to figure out if this is an analogy to how I live my life. Now, I don't really know. Up until yesterday I did not want to even think about graduation. It is inevitable of course, much like the writing of this paper, but why think about it when it is over 6 months away?
However, I decided yesterday that if graduating means I don't have to write papers like this anymore.. than graduating is what I will think about!
I turn 21 on the first day of my last semester of college.. I'm okay with that. I'm okay that I still don't have life figured out. I'm okay that I'm still learning how to love my savior, people and how to love myself. I'm content to know that I'm trying my best... and I love life because of it! (with the exception of this paper that haunts me!! ahh!)
